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Blessed Are the Little Children [24 Jun 2007|10:35pm]
[ mood | cold ]


Words were not spoken for you
No grave marks my love for you
Broken, my heart calls for you
No-one can blame them but you

How in the world can I ever smile again?
How in the world can I live without you?


~*~


Private (Readable to Alessa alone)*Warded**Cursed** )
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Debts and Debate [14 Jun 2007|12:43pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

What gift has providence bestowed on man that is so dear to him as his children?

~*~



Eye for an eye, does apply to injury done, and gifts freely given.

To those who gave of themselves in order to allow Henry's return; what was taken shall be returned.
Though it may kill me....

Private to Walter *Warded**Cursed** )

OOC )
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Angels of Judgment [04 Jun 2007|10:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]


Lo! 'tis a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged, bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.


~*~


Yuuji, darling, I apologize for the delay, but may I extend an invitation to you and your lovelly daughter to dine with me?
At your leisure, of course, but I know many of my household would be pleased to see you both.


Filtered to Red Pyramid *Warded**Cursed** )
~*~
Private to Walter *Warded**Cursed** )
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Welcome Home [31 May 2007|02:42am]

Some women wait for Jesus, and some women wait for Cain,
So I hang upon my altar, and I hoist my axe again.
And I take the one who finds me back to where it all began,
Where Jesus was the honeymoon, and Cain was just the man.
And we read from pleasant Bibles, that are bound in blood and skin
That the wildness is gathering all its children back again.


~*~


Omake )

OOC )
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Disruption [17 May 2007|08:17pm]
[ mood | confused ]

"Homer and Hesiod have ascribed to the gods all things that are a shame and a disgrace among mortals, stealing and adulteries and deceiving on one another”

~*~

Attention Intro to Myth and Folklore Students

Your final essay must include MLA format, and be certain to cite your recourses.

Hungarian Folklore you will be graded on the following:

-The Archangels of Eden
-The legend of the Stagg
-The the legend of the Turul Eagle.

Greek Myth

-Hierarchy of Gods and Goddesses
-The Odyssey (Specifically it's relation to how greek myth is percieved in modern literature)
-Give at least three examples of uncommon Gods, and their import to the overall panthoen

Gallic Folklore, and Legend

-Myth of Ireland
# 1.1 The Dagda
# 1.2 The Morrígan
# 1.3 Lúgh/Lug


-Myth of Wales
#1.11 The Four Branches of the Mabinogi
#1.2 Lludd and Llefelys
#1.3 Culhwch and Olwen



The cut off to having all essays completed and submitted is no later than 5 p.m. tomorrow.

((OOC: Yup, that's right, totally affected...students may note that unlike other myth and folklore prof's, this one has a tendency to speak of some the gods and goddesses being researched as old acquaintances, or tell cruel or embarrasing anecdotes about the old enemies. >.>; ))
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8 of Swords..... [16 May 2007|12:54pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Without an understanding of myth or religion, without an understanding of the relationship between destruction and creation, death and rebirth, the individual suffers the mysteries of life as meaningless mayhem alone.



~*~


*Warded*(Readable to the Marked) )

Private to Walter *Warded**Cursed** )

OOC )
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Musings and Domestic Affairs [05 May 2007|09:56am]
[ mood | busy ]

But, as he walk'd, King Arthur panted hard,
Like one that feels a nightmare on his bed
When all the house is mute. So sigh'd the King
Muttering and murmuring at his ear, "Quick, quick!
I fear it is too late, and I shall die."


~*~


Filtered to the Marked ( Readable to Yuuji ) )

Private Musings ( Quite Cursed... Though Ran and Alessa Probably Know Most of This) )
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Lalartu Idpa [21 Apr 2007|10:27pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Frog's chirping ]

Destructive storms and Evil winds are they
An evil blast, herald of the baneful storm
They are mighty children, Ancient Ones
Heralds of Pestilence
Throne-bearers of Mulla-Xul
They are the flood which rusheth through the land


~*~


Warded::Cursed ( Readable to The Marked ) )
{Private to Rangiku} )
Private to Walter )
Private to Alessa )
Private to Yuuji )

OOC )
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Curses [15 Apr 2007|03:41pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I speak religion's message clear
and I control you
I am denial guilt and fear
and I control you
I am the prayers of the naive
and I control you
I am the lie that you believe
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I am the needle in your vein
and I control you
I am the high you can't sustain
and I control you
I am the pusher I'm a whore
and I control you
I am the need you have for more
and I control you
I am the bullet in the gun
and I control you
I am the truth from which you run
and I control you
I am the silencing machine
and I control you
I am the end of all your dreams
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct


I lOaThE BeInG MoRtaL.....

((OOC: I couldn't resist XD!))

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Familar [15 Apr 2007|12:43am]
[ mood | cynical ]

Private to Rangiku {Warded:Cursed} )

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Missive [13 Apr 2007|06:05pm]
[ mood | irritable ]

Sealed Message to Isane ( Hack and you die ) )

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The end of all things [12 Apr 2007|01:27am]
[ mood | resigned ]

Private to Deities// Completely Locked to the Network )

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Death Curse [11 Apr 2007|12:38am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | NIN -Brocken ]

One sole desire, one passion now remains To keep life's fever still within his veins, Vengeance! dire vengeance on the wretch who cast O'er him and all he lov'd that ruinous blast.

~*~



Oh, little bird...how you amuse.

I suppose you think this would be the part where I threaten your evisceration?
I considered it, but you have done enough to yourself, without my further intervention needed.

But I will say you have damned yourself, and in time, you will understand how deeply Vengeance runs.


I lOoK fOrEwArD To yOuR SeRvIcE

~*~


Private to the Marked::Warded:Cursed )
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All I know is your not with me.... [08 Apr 2007|10:43pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Completely locked from the Network. (Viewable only to Alessa, Henry,and Ran) )

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Thirteen coins.... [07 Apr 2007|09:21am]
[ mood | anxious ]

"Like the coins in the hazy
aether tossed
Ours souls must by
their sinful weight
Descend to earth
with lightness lost

To "right" the sins
that they hath laid
When thrice in falling they intone
The Happiness shall be thy own

The first note be not
the Horned One rung
Though it be there that
all sins be sprung

The Bringer of Life and
The Bringer of Shame
The sins of the latter be
even more tame

Though coming
in the
Aged One's wake
The Formless One's soul
in fear doth quake

The Needless One, silent,
with hungers all sated
Is least then in sin
With his lusts all abated

For the gravest of sinners
His place be appointed
And if he be lucky
May his soul be anointed"


~*~


Private to Alessa {Warded:Cursed} )


(OOC) Please read this if your character was kidnapped, or your character wants to save someone who was kidnapped! )
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Shin: Judgement and The Burning Circle [03 Apr 2007|10:28pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

"First lies the seat of
He who is Peerless
Silent and empty,
heartless and fearless
Beside him sits one who knows
The place of the servant is
next to throne


~*~


Private::Warded::Cursed ( Viewable to Alessa Only ) )
~*~


OOC//Plotty stuff here. Please read if your being kidnapped by PH )
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Tet// The WIthered Lover [29 Mar 2007|09:15pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I am the voice inside your head
I am the lover in your bed
I am the sex that you provide
I am the hate you try to hide

I am denial guilt and fear
I am the prayers of the naive
I am the lie that you believe



~*~


Alessa, come with me. Now

Private//Warded//Cursed )
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Belle et La Bete [25 Mar 2007|08:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]


One quarter of the rolling year,
No other living creature near,
BEAUTY with BEAST had past serene,
Save some sad hours that stole between.
That she her Father's life had sav'd,
Upon her heart of hearts was grav'd:
While yet she view'd the BEAST with dread,
This was the balm that conscience shed.
But now a second solace grew,
Whose cause e'en conscience scarcely knew.
Here on a Monster's mercy cast,--
Yet, when her first dire fears were past,
She found that Monster, timid, mild,
Led like the lion by the child.
Custom and kindness banish'd fear;
BEAUTY oft wish'd that BEAST were near.

~*~


Interesting... )
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Missive [23 Mar 2007|12:22am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I am your red lord of the execution
and I am the God of blood
I have been created for your salvation
for I am the lord of blood

I cleanse the world with my wrath
thousands of sinners laying dead
from a ritualist blood bath
my hunger for judgement is now fed.

Oh, but don’t despair
I am the one who can deny the death
When you’re gasping for air
I will come to you and deny your death


~*~


Sealed Message to The Major :Warded:Cursed )
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Rebirth [21 Mar 2007|09:39pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Who hasn't made
A big mistake
Betrayed a love
Or turned to hate?
You think it's you

Who hasn't told
A small white lie
Or felt revenge
Was justified?
You think it's you

Who hasn't had
A secret need
A truth to hide
desires to feed?
You think it's you

Who has the strength
To save us all
To make us clean
And break our fall?
You think It's You

Does God bleed on the word?
Does God bleed on your white halo?

I looked inside
A big mistake
I'd make it stop
But it's too late.
I Think It's You

I've never been
Afraid to face
A fear but there's
No darker place
I Think than You.

Something crawls
And something lies
Something breathes
And something dies.
I think it's you


~*~

Omake part 2 )
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